Had my first coaching session today with Peggy. In 30 minutes we covered an incredible amount of ground. A lot of it had to do with relationships, and I had some incredible insights into myself. One of my fears was that as I get this training and new business going, it might negatively impact my relationship with my beloved, Glenn. Peggy asked me, "How do you fear Glenn will react?" and I replied that I thought he might be jealous of my success. Then she asked what I really thought his reaction would be. I thought about it a moment, and realized that he will be thrilled. The more successful I am, the more it will enable him to start pursuing his dreams. When one of us succeeds, the other does, too! This might not seem like much, but to me, what an "Ah HA!" moment. Where did that fear of jealousy come from? It came from ME. From inside ME. I can think of more than one occasion when someone would have a success or something good would happen to them, and there would jealousy inside me.
Peggy gave me a wonderful phrase to remember from her friend Marian Head (www.revolutionaryagreements.com). It is one of Marian's 12 agreements: "Look within when I react". Perfect. I had this insight into putting my own emotions on my husband as I was typing this blog. Not fun to admit, and now that I know, I can understand and change my behavior.
Now here's a really cool thing that happened! Each morning, Glenn and I listen to a quick 15-minute meditation from Abraham (www.abraham-hicks.com for more information). There are four different meditations, and I have them on my iPod. Usually I have to scroll through the menus to get to the meditations and start it up, but today, for some reason, I put the iPod in my hand and it just started running. It was on the meditations, and the meditation it pulled up for me - RELATIONSHIP. My angels are watching over me for sure!
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